I feel like I will never see her again. It's really hard for me because I need to feel her next to me no money no way to get to her and people saying they will help but not coming threw when I need them most. This hurts really bad. I wanna cry because I miss her so much. People just need to say they can't fucking help if they can't I'm so fucking over people I could just scream but no one would ever hear me. Why do you live so far away I love you with all my heart and soul. I just want you near me so bad.