Depressed

I feel like I will never see her again.  It's really hard for me because I need to feel her next to me no money no way to get to her and people saying they will help but not coming threw when I need them most.  This hurts really bad. I wanna cry because I miss her so much.  People just need to say they can't fucking help if they can't I'm so fucking over people I could just scream but no one would ever hear me.  Why do you live so far away I love you with all my heart and soul.  I just want you near me so bad. 

Thoughts

The thoughts you think are the thoughts in your mind when you think the thoughts you had and when you think those thoughts you have thoughts in your mind that you thought you could think when you were thinking  that you could think about what those thoughts were you became who you are and who you are what you thought you could always be so never think you are anything less then prefect because you are more then prefect to me.